Thursday, November 12, 2009
best still ? i wonder .
while on the way back to my house .
i was shocked when my mom asked me about religion .
she asked me whether should become a christian ?
speechless for awhile ; cause i don't know what to reply .
somehow people say ,
Cristianity is not about religion, it's a relationship .
a relationship between you and your Creator .
arr . i don't know whether its true or not .
but i always believe in myself .
.:: Found ::.
Romans 12:9-10
9 Loves must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. 10 Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves.
Friday, November 6, 2009
the first time
well , Labels: i wish i could freeze the time
im online-ing in genting's starbucks .
its my first try to online outside .
although having a personal lappy for almost 2 years .
sounds ridiculous ? hahah :PP
ohyaa !
please dont scold me for went to genting .
i've been forced by parents .
they worried that i stay home alone .
its just caring i knew :D
and yet ,
im having a weird feeling .
yes ! imagreeneyed-monster :(
i doubt every girl will have the same feeling .
can you girls stand that your boyfriend still message with his ex-girlfriend ?
anyway ,
as what you said .
you both were just friend .
i hope i can put down my jealousy and believe in you .
i shall be confident to myself .
because im pretty enough to attract my boy ! LOL
sorry for those who feel like vomit .
hahah . xP
somehow i still got something to share with u guys .
im losing my weight .
Mission Succeed ! xD
Monday, November 2, 2009
I was just lying to myself
Monday, October 26, 2009
What-A-Nice-Day
:DDD Labels: day by day..
weeeeeee !
went school as usual today .
having assembly early in the morning .
then,
skor A programme-science held in the school hall.
that's was the first time i put so much concentration in those programme i guess .
maybe i just hope to forget everything .
after the programme,
we went up to the school hall again for the rehearsal .
during the rehearsal ,
i kept day-dreaming someone :(
suddenly .
the bell rang non-stop .
guess what ? yups its rehearse on fire alarm .
the weather was un-describe-able HOT
at last teachers told us that they were just testing the alarm .
== roar !
after school,
went home and took a nap .
around 5 o'clock,
went out to timesquare with my mom .
we walked up and down just to find my shoes for graduation day.
i had tested alot of shoes .
can feel that my leg is "chao gan-ing"
hahah .
just kidding .
finally mommy bought me a black high heels .
simple yet nice :)
thankyou mommy !
before going back home,
ate in subway .
it was so tasty !
ohmygosh im gonna become a subway freak soon .
hahahah xD
Shouldn't have given up .
Sunday, October 25, 2009
random
3 days . Labels: day by day..
didn't take my dinner for 3 days.
why ? idunno.
i just dont have the urge to take my dinner .
maybe we can see from another view.
im on diet :)
Studies .
where should i start ?
today i had read the history .
nothing could enter in my memory .
i guess tonight im gonna boil the history again .
Saturday, October 24, 2009
never say never
I miss Y so much, I do.
Kind of weird feelings I have towards you.
If you ever ask me why, seriously I don't know
I'm sorry for that particular "word" that makes you feel so sad.
Although I had deleted but still ..
We can't change the fact but can't we try to solve it ?
I just want you so badly until I don't bear to leave you.
Maybe we don't understand each other and that's why an arguement begins.
Nevertheless I'm the one who let you down.
I always blame that you neglect me and less care for me.
But do you care for me like how you care for your other friends ? Maybe
If this is real, then I will let you bring me down this time, at least I won't stuck at the same point because of you.
Perhaps we need time to overcome this.
I will change my attitude and avoid myself from your friends.
SPM is just around the corner;
How I wish I could concentrate on my studies so that I don't have much time to think about you.
I broke my promise for not to cry for you but I can't do that.
I'm just useless.
Till now I still waiting for your reply and wonder the day we meet again.
And I don't know what to do, seriously.
I'm afraid that I will lose control once I see you.
Sincerely sorry to Y.
Sorry for my confession, I decided to blog it out because I don't wanna keep inside my heart any longer. Too emotional might bring me into sickness .
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Th Promise
alright !
i had made up 5 promises :
1) chiong my studies to get a higher achievement .
2) ain't gonna disturb your life .
3) do not cry for you .
4) on my balance-diet program .
5) and th last one is SMILE :DDD
the night makes my heart deeply feels cold .
